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[serious] just survived my third suicide attempt, AMA


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to be clear, I'm feeling a bit better now, so don't anyone go thinking that I'm in super urgent need of help

 

That's exactly what you need.  I'm not gonna dress this up with pretty words.  You need help and you need it now.  You have been pushed to the point that you don't want to wake up anymore.  That indicates dire distress, and your words won't change that.  You need to see a professional.  

 

You are out of lifelines begging for something, anything to be thrown your way so that you can have a reason to carry on to the next day.  Let someone help you.  YCM is not the place for this.

 

Please.  For your own mental and physical well being, seek immediate help.

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That's exactly what you need.  I'm not gonna dress this up with pretty words.  You need help and you need it now.  You have been pushed to the point that you don't want to wake up anymore.  That indicates dire distress, and your words won't change that.  You need to see a professional.  

 

You are out of lifelines begging for something, anything to be thrown your way so that you can have a reason to carry on to the next day.  Let someone help you.  YCM is not the place for this.

 

Please.  For your own mental and physical well being, seek immediate help.

It's not like that, my 1st and 2nd were months ago. It was just a blip

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It's not like that, my 1st and 2nd were months ago. It was just a blip

 

Months apart are not "blips".  They're repeated attempts to end your life.  A months span between murders doesn't mean it's okay.  It certainly doesn't mean you're okay.  You've tried, now, to kill yourself, 3 times in the span of a year.

 

You need someone to assist you.  You need to figure this out.  You need help.

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Clearly you don't want to die, otherwise you would have succeeded.

I'm aware of this, without going into detail, all 3 attempts were things I thought had only a slim chance of working, which I why I was able to make the attempts. I find it difficult to do anything that I know will harm me.

 

 

Months apart are not "blips".  They're repeated attempts to end your life.  A months span between murders doesn't mean it's okay.  It certainly doesn't mean you're okay.  You've tried, now, to kill yourself, 3 times in the span of a year.

 

You need someone to assist you.  You need to figure this out.  You need help.

I know I have problems, but I don't know what to do about it. I was taken in to psychiatric care when I was 17 for unrelated reasons and I hated it. The mental health services for adults have been cut off in my area and I don't trust anyone whose job it is to help with that stuff anyway, because if they can see into your head they might be trying to manipulate you and you wouldn't know it

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